Ok, in soccer, it seems that my favorite position now is midfield...hahahathe postion ive always hated...i think its been forced on me so much, that its grown to me...and when i did get to play offense i was always like "crap what do i do" when i had to start with the ball...

its kinda weird...and u know wut else i never understood? why i always got put there...i wood get told "you can run for a long time"...and i have NEVER seen myself as someone so athletic that i wood be told that...lol...

oh but i dont think im doin soccer this summer...yeah i just dont feel up to it sorta...i think some of its subconscious, which friggin disgusts me, cuz i think i know the reasons...

so wut i wanna do is run at the track, hopefully get more endurance, whichll help soccer AND karate...yeah cuz ive been procrastinating in karate too...i DREAD the test...like the last test i knew wood be hard, but its still different when actually take it...so im scared to go thru a harder version of it...

so even tho ive had my junior black since..october of...2006...i have done NOTHING listed in the requirements =]

but hey, i shoodnt be forced to do sumthin if i dont feel like im ready...

but yeah wow i digress sorta...

anyways, i mite do soccer next year...who knows!